Last Minute Struggles

Church was cancelled this past Sunday due to weather. We had about 6-8 inches of snow combined. Instead of going to Church we went to LA's homes and shovel their driveway. It was a good workout. On Sunday morning before we found out that the ward was going out and shoveling, I went outside around the apartment complex and clean off people's vehicles and shovel the side walks. It was a good use of time in my opinion. This week hasn't been too great, our car needed to go in for a repair twice. People are canceling, Satan is working overtime on our investigator; Meghan. This week is her baptism so please keep her in your prayers.

It is disappointing to get the rejection letter from BYU. At first, I thought to myself "have I not done good enough?", "what more could I have done". But then I realized that maybe it wasn't the right time or place. Going to school in Utah might be fun and all but I guess it won't be happening. If we happen to move to Utah and I have my immigration figured out, I might not go to BYU. Sometimes, I wonder dad, if it was even worth it to keep trying. It seems like no matter what I do, how hard I try. The future just doesn't seem to get brighter. Oh well, maybe there is a lesson to be learned here. Something that I find hilarious is that as we're teaching English to these Chin people. I became familiar with citizenship papers and the citizenship tests. 

Well, I'll just stay here in Indiana physically, and mentally for the next 5 weeks. Getting a calling once home would ensure that I stay on the right track. I would need that especially when not many around me are Mormon.

Love,

Elder Uthaichai