Godly Sorrow

I know that the Lord loves me and is providing a way for me to learn. Sometimes I am just so immature and so stuck up in a shallow end. I don't look ahead however, I am please to tell you that I have picked myself up and continue this journey. I really enjoy being a missionary; help all those who are in need of my God given ability.
I did develop a new type of love for others and yes I was deeply hurt however, I realized that every time I sin whether it be minor or major that Our Heavenly Father truly feel sorrow. The sadness that I can never ever comprehend. I want to let you know that my understanding of the Atonement is far beyond what I can imagine. I know that Jesus Christ suffer for ME and that through him I can be forgiven and continue to grow. I don't know where or what I would be without the Gospel. Thank you very much for bringing me into the Gospel. I want to let you know that not only have you provided a way for me but you have also provided a way for generations to come.

Now, this week we have received tons of names for less active members. So this week we'll be doing a lot of contacting and re-activation process! Gotta get these lost sheep back into the fold. We're working with Mandy and Alex right now and they have a baptism date. They are very excited for it. I'm doing the best that I can right now so I hope you can be some what proud of me. Although I'm not a perfect teacher or even good for that matter. The one thing I can promise you is that I teach with my heart and love. Mandy is 27 I believe and she was hit by a car at 11 and she is recovering slowly.. She has the warmest heart and spirit I have ever felt. She wants to encourage others. The funny thing is  that as a missionary I suppose to teach her however, she's actually teaching me. She showed me how bless I am and how much Heavenly Father loves me. I'm excited to work with her whether it'll be until her baptism or not. I'm glad I had the chance to learn and feel the spirit when teaching her.

I think it'll be a little better after this transfer because Elder Brezenski has been here for way too long so he's having a little tougher time here. Anyway I'm glad to be here!

Love,
Elder Uthaichai!